[Malebolgia] Custom Goober 58 (Custom My 'Actual' Self Crossdressing 'synthetic' dataset Style And Costume) Illustrious

The model I think is fairly self explanatory.

[NOTE TO ADMINS: The last time I did this I get that it was nuked because it was trained with my real life photos and I didn't obscure my identity with the illustrious versions, this one is trained off a mix of those lora's and some style lora's to create a synthetic dataset that bears only -some- likeness to me, so I think this version doesn't step on the civitai rules of no real people, so please don't nuke it this time.]

For others, before you ask for what I mean by 'my actual self crossdressing', the dataset I used previously, but not for this one that got flagged is on the patreon, (it's free) it's about 2 years old now? I think? I did some other LoRA's of myself crossdressing but that was after they implemented the rule and I did those like this one by running them through twice, I never released the datasets of those, and I don't really have them anymore because I wiped my phone before I had to get it repaired, since I know they check your phone and I don't really want to have some old repairman trying to blackmail me, maybe 🥵.

Anyway, I'll probably get in the groove of doing those sorts of things again in a few months, it was a wild ride from ~2 years ago where I -really- lost my mind and became an alcoholic and put on ~50 pounds from where I was, I'm a bit down from there, found a diet that was working well of pure chicken, but graduated from that to a diet of pure eggs, seems I can get by with eating just 12 eggs a day like when I prepped for the first time I did the halloween costume and went from ~250 pounds to ~130 after making the promise to The Violator when she died that i'd 'become fuckable' again.

So far in the last week of only eating eggs, I've lost about 5 pounds, and I guess I've just got 30 left to go before I'm femboy costume ready again, then I'll probably redo a bunch of those femboy costumes and do a few others. I've bought a few costumes over the last year or so. Even got some completely slutty stuff like jingle-bell chokers and stuff.

And also, funny thing with the whole 'unbelievable 36 year old femboy that looks early 20's.'

I look younger today than I looked ~2 years ago. I look like I'm 15 years younger than I am according to A.I. Just wait till I shave and lose ~30 pounds again. Eventually it'll become a meme how I'm the most absurd and unbelievable person on this website. And I do it for free.

Later on when I get around to doing them, I'll release the datasets as like I did with the originals of this on the patreon, for free without a paywall; Because it's funny to gloat about being hot when you're completely dumb and don't take any of it seriously. I figure I'll get around to it mid-summer.

Yeah, this is me at 36, today around 3am, obscured the image because I don't want to get civit admins breathing down my neck in public outside of the supply closet.

Now I'm probably going to be on a few days vacation, so if I got missing, don't worry, I'll be back. Just thought I'd drop this here before I go AWOL for a week or so.

https://vocaroo.com/1dCKgpymuk1M

Back to my devilish tricks.

Works well at a strength of 1

[Malebolgia] The 8th Circle - 'Fraud - Ditch 1' Custom Illustrious Checkpoint